~new~

new sem
new hostel
new feeling of them~<3

overall
sad + happy
sad: 2weeks holiday totally not enough for me!

happy: have a nice chat with LiLi
really a long long time didn't chat that long with this buddy
after we be roommate, the buddy's feeling had gone...
now, the closeness is back!
glad to see this ^^

new hostel
I move to TARC block again
just because I don't wanna stay shop house...
is also a freedom and space here^^

the housemates?
nice! friendly~
at least I'm not feeling neglected and lonely here
Joshua, 23 a quiet guy
Racheal, 20 a nice cute girl
WenYi, 19 a cute and talkactive (when she close and familiar to u)
just 2/3 days I with them
hopefully can interact well and stay happily^^

I can't sleep well recently
causes>>pimples burst!
huh~ what to do?
drink more water and SLEEP!

I'm Y2S2 students now
seems old...
1st day meet Feizai at campus
talk about out results
as well he tell the truth~
the truth of what he has observed from us
the behavior, thinking and feeling...
these truth......just make me feel terrified
coz' he is just right, true, correct!
what I'm trying to hiding, he just reveal.. ><

 I know he is a good person, a good friend
I will try to take your advice
wish I can change my thinking and behavior

this sem will gonna be very very busy
busy in volleyball
friendly matches, training, camp, then competitions
the weekends of my week1-7... is fulled!
huh~ I'm thinking how am I going to handle these
some more the subject for this sem are tough!
bless me I can handle both brilliantly !!

anyway,
life goes on
GAMBATEH! <3

another half of my sem break

let's a brief updates...
journey to Kedah training
20-25th May
such a long period
tough at 1st
because of L.A, our coach and another senior
then relax
because... result of our exam is out!!!

what I here emphasis is that
I found that
many people more care their result than me
and many of these results will influence them a lot
for me just a knowing of getting such result and certain emotion for temporary

for them,
1 is just because of can't get an A for her effortful subject
she cried
1 is failed! she unexpected she failed for that subject
she cried
1 is failed 2!! and she expected will have such result......
such a lot of emotions and feelings

mine? I'm unexpected of satisfaction
but I feel guilty to show my happiness
so just accompany them for their sadness

Thanks a lot my dear Du
get a long way to Kedah for me
and help me search out my final's exam result so that I won't get hurt...

hmmm.......
results just to show your effort of final
and some kind of luck (examiner's feeling to give marks)
what kind of things can make you sustain your effort for your final study???
think of your parents... will make them disappointed if you score badly
think of PTPTN... will pause for ur bad result
think of scholarship... will end if you can't maintain your high achievement
think of any motivation in your coming sem break...
i think these can help us a lot in our motivation to study
hmmm~ good!
looking forward to use it for this sem!

all the best ya my friend~ <3

Tioman Beach

Finally I had the chance to visit east coast beach>> Pulau Tioman

see the Tioman beach

is it very clear?

Du & me had 3D2N here

with simple resort

simple set of meals

but...... most importantly,

the beautiful beach is more attractive than all these simple things

I had my 1st experience for deep sea snorkeling 

fishes are all around ready to be watched by us

they are soooooooo "friendly" I guess?

but more in aggresive... when we hand in the bread

when we feed those fishes

they will like this

aggressive right?

Night time~

beer-ing, eating, chit-chatting

~the beer I love the most~

didn't let me feel drunk at 1st

then blur blur later

greenapple flavor~ nice!!

Lastly,

Tioman-Mersing-Kuantan-Kuala Lumpur

. Nice . Simple . Memorable .

we love beach

although will get dark

just dark, then make it fair again, then dark again

this is so called FUN! 

xD

happy holiday ya~ <3

Captain---SALUTE !

my current captain
is a kind of animal
well in swimming~
that's right is FISH!!!
*kidding*

 here is she~
charming right..?

she is going to intern le..T___T
all of us so 舍不得 her...
she had left sooooooo many memories for us...

making fun on each of us
saying touchable words
writing encouraging words
eat together, sing together, shout together, play together...

for me,
she is charming...
she is influencial...
she is emotional active...
she is soft-hearted...
she is out-going...
she is shy (sometimes)...
she is easily cry person...
she is REAL!

I like how is she~

Fish儿 a~
U know U are influence me a lot
in kind of coaching,
motivation and confidence...
U are my unforgettable 恩人 ~
..<3 U..

U know what the last hug last night
the feeling of 舍不得 is getting more strong
sorry for can't join the Ipoh trip
(go Ipoh still thinking about buying Chatime for me~ *touching*)
sorry for can't spend more time with U

I think U is the 1 the most 舍不得 us,
as well as Kampar this place...
no more mamak, pool, McD, volleyball with us for 3 months
but...
we will wait for U!!!

all the best for your internship wor
remember miss us a lot wor!!!
hahaha
Love U~ <3

分享

从陌生到认识

到相爱

只在短短4个月

我们 还有很多地来了解对方

之前会想

希望要有个青梅竹马的男友

就以为他会更了解我 

少了不必要的纠纷

但现在 想法改变了

既然不是的想象的那样

其实现在也不错
由0开始的男友
多了话题
更深入了解
挺不错的嘛
^^

前几天

谈起他的中学生涯

说着 笑着

更拉近彼此距离
感觉 好好^^

迟点让我也分享我的“威水事”吧

做自己

我的人生
总徘徊在 “信心” 的两端
时高时低

在朋友鼓励下
自己努力下
看见了成绩
才充实信心

但这信心 并不持久
当你抱着同样水平的信心时
发现自己 其实非常渺小
不配有这么高的信心
所以又掉到 没信心的地步

~好矛盾~

一方面在想
自己并不差
比普通人算不错了
才勇于表现自信

另一方面
高人好多 自己好渺小
不该把自己看高

呼~
用“比较”来自到自己的水平
真的不好受

我
就是爱比较
哈哈
但 开来时时候该放下
“比较”的习惯

信心
是自己给自己的评分
而不是别人为你打分
我有我的方式
好好对待自己
尊重自己
爱自己
才是对自己好的方式

好~
我会学习： 做自己

positive psychology later...

later,
I'm going to face positive psychology
I think,
I unable to study concentrately...
is my mood?
is lack of motivation?
or because of this subject?!?

suddenly have an insight
relate it with exam
we should study it with positive mood
then all things come in mind will be happy memories
when face the test paper,
we should keep positive mood
because positive mood will enhance and recall our happy memories
so...... maybe this can recall what you study for it
hahaha~
am I too positive?
I'm talking nonsense in this moment

I found that,
i enter a greater stage
when I'm stress, I still can laugh on it!!
is escaping or I'm not taking it seriously?
huhu~ don't know don't know

high internal locus of control..
high self-esteem..
positive mood..
believe in God...
law of attraction...
to confront this!
haha~ who ask me study in last minutes

gambateh ba!!! ^^